I haven’t been happy for a long time.

I used to be such cheerful, playful, fun person.

And i realize i will shut myself up when someone tries to get closer to me.

I, myself  can’t explain why i do that also.

Maybe things will get better.

I hope.

It’s neither happy nor sad.

I think it is emptiness in me.

I just think that something is not right.

I should be happy now, for completing my poly and even got myself a temp job.

Alright i shouldn’t think so much abt *

I should just try my best to move on and get more impt things done.

It just need a bit more time to clear my mind. I am sure.

Anyway i got quite a few things to do tomo.

Acc mum to clinic, go sign my employment contract, go waxing.

Actually not alot also, 3 things, but i got STM.

Tend to forget things quick.

I want to buy a bag for work.

But i was thinking the leather bag is so common. See how bah.

Today marks the last day of school.
Gotta graduate from the three years course.
Cliche but I still have to say it’s a blink of an eye to see us complete this accountancy course.
But most importantly, those people from my clique made it a worthwhile time for me to be in NYP.
They pull me out from the dark and miserable times. They made me completed this course. Without them, I am standing alone and struggling. Thank you.

Anyway this would be my resume photo,

But in color of course!

it has been exactly 1 year  since i last posted in my blog.

My blog revived. As i read my previous posts,

they seems so interesting to me.

Not as in content very interesting but i am amazed by what i blogged.

Of course so many things have changed in this period of time.

I miss myself. The old me which is so so interesting. Ahaha.

I digged through some photos which were taken 2 years agoo.

I CAN’T RECOGNISE MYSELF!!! (Okay, i admit i look like chao ah beng)

*Anyway the last photo in the gallery is a current photo.

So many things have changed.

And so many things are going to happen in the future.

She will be back by one week.

On 29.01.10,

5 people had a meet up to eat supper.

The most impt person (MICKEY) was late for 2.5 hours.

This made 2 people who are dying to sleep to stay eyes open.

And made the other 2 stand and wait for 1.5hours.

He is always nearby but never to be seen. HA!

Anw it was a good supper/G- session at jalan kayu.

And we celebrated Mickey Tan Yong Hao’s bday in the car!

So rare to have people celebrating it in the car.

This will make it a special one hahah!

Hope to meet up soon. My G-buddies!

Cheerios.

It is the first time for me to visit someone in hospital leh.

Glad that the op before that was smoothly done.

Also this was a time where three of us to catch up

Cause it has been some time before we really sat down and talk like this.

The sofa is just too irresistable.

Moral of the story:

Never to lie on the sofa when you are fucking tired.

Or you will turn out to be sleeping beauty.

Specifically the denim shorts and shirts.

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Cool retro combination.

Anyway there will be a weird trend kicking in.

It’s the HAREM PANTS TREND.

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But i wondar when will it really be common in singapore’s street.

Went to Newton circus with mad yst.

Even thou she wants to go on diet.

She still order so many food.

And she’s darmn pissed about not having her prawn omellete.

Anyway we wanted to called out sab to join us, but it was getting late liao

So we change our mind.

And mad ask me to take pic to make sab jealous.

HAHAHAHAHAH!

SAB, don’t be angry.

Thats why i dont dare upload on facebook.

But when’s our chomp chomp?

He asked me to meet him at eunos mrt station tomo at 6+ and he will fetch me to his company!

Dream on! He ka jiao my nap just now by calling me and telling me craps.

MLM people may sound professional and convincing but he can’t trick me.

When i asked him what the job scope, you know what he say?

“We deal projects with managers” WOWOWOWOOWOWW! I am so IMPRESSED!

Please don’t call me with the same old number, i wont pick up.

Saw alot of unique clothes from many shops in ion and 313.

The funny thing is, some clothes they find them weird,

But i don’t think the same way.

If it is really weird,

The shops wouldn’t even hang them out luh.

Now the fashion trend is like testing out how daring you are only leh.

It is just like the same meaning for the girls who dare to wear sequin

and those who wouldn’t even touch it. You see?

Anyway i realise that trend is in a cycle.

Retro for 1990′s is 1960′s. Retro for 2010′s is 1990′s. And it goes round and round.

You just got to keep a collection of clothes which features 10 years. And you have it all.

Here i support her even thuo she’s a virgin. Hahahah!

Oh yeah i feel like going back to studio wu.

Its fun but it costs.

CHIN PIN for DJ’ing there.

The songs he deejayed not really very high and danceable this time leh

Cause those songs his army friends wanted are not very heated up kind.

But it was still a fun experience to do dumb things there (e.g. dare or dare).

We even imitate sam. love’s shuffling movements.

I laughed til roll on floor.

Now it will be GODSOME! :]

Great to see the rest again.

It has been a long long time since i dine with these peeps.

And so coincidental, meet amanda in the same Aston restaurant when queuing.

Oh yeah,

I lost my cool  just bought thumbdrive i am so sad now.

I beg the “kind soul” to put it back on the table.

reminds me the time when i did the same thing .

They just look soooo young and cheerful.

FML. I AM OLD!

Please don’t hit 20 yet.

Oh yeah i got a sudden FEEL to learn korean language leh.

I don’t mind paying to learn leh.

If i can speak fluent Korean, i will be a cool dude man.

Ahhahaha!

Cause she said she have never been there before.

I think she got go before loh, just she forgot.

Then before we get there,

We went to buy her expensive art material.

She gotta the feel to be ARTISTIC.

Looking at the big big big art shop just make

me feels like drawing again.

My art also not bad one okay, although i don’t have the artist face. Ha!

When we reach B.Garden, we keep talking in an english accent to

Pretend as if we are tourists. Darmn funnnnny!

However if it’s not a rainy day, it will be godsome!

This is my first time ice skating.

It was fun to see everyone struggling to slide and balance themselves on the slippery ice floor.

And many of us are beginners.

So of course we will fall like shit.

I fell once only i think. (Claire pull me down- Roar)

And the worst injury one could get is vemdy.

She got torn skin and a blue black buttock and knee.

We intended to go for count down.

Buttttt we are too tired to wait til 12am for it.

So we went home to do it online. Hahaha.

I think as i type on it has already reached 12am.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

Talk to you next year.

And my sec. sch friend organized a gathering there.

So darmn long never see them le, and they are as funny as always.

Hahhaah!

I finally got a chance to play my wave board there.

And its like darmn cheap to rent, $5 for 2 hours!

But i really spent two hours to get the geez out of the silly wave board.

I was drench with sweat man!

But it was darmn fun i tell you.

My legs are so tired now.

I just bought one shirt and one bag fromthe suntec adidas outlet.

The shirt is okay lahcause i want it .

BUT the bag is kindda redundant.

I just buy after hearing alvan’s saying.

Andddd it must be because of the staff purchase that lured me.

Also Laila was over the moon after buying her stuffs from there.

She save so much from buying there.

And she keep saying dunnow what, “When i shop, the world goes better” or something.

Laila is so funny lah!

But anyway THANKS ALVAN FOR THE STAFF PURCHASE! ;]

Its rare to be early you know?

Just now when i pass by the empty fountain.

It smells like a fish market,

There’s also smell of clams tooo!

Anyway I lost my adidas metal water bottle.

So sad.

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are you in trouble?

If you are, you can seek help from a cool gambler.

He will fly you to Las Vegas and to win money for ya!

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I read this from TODAY newspaper.

I am so knowledgable after reading hahah!

Good Bye.

I dint know Kendo is so interesting until i saw

Those kendo fighters competing at sports hall today!

But the battle gear look very gross but cool.

And i only know the rules only when alviss told me.

But maybe fencing is cooler.

Fencing is more ang moh pai and Kendo is japanese.

I think ang moh pai ppl like me should pick up fencing.

Ignore what i say. Hahaha!

Happy to see them,

But most got to rush off. Sadded.

Then Zerong drove us to City Plaza.

Cause Vemdy needs to collect her stuff for her new blogshop.

And later Left me, Claire and Gladys to chill ard.

We went to ECP.

Not the park but the arcade there.

Such a random place to chill during the eve of christmas. Hahah!

Actually i wanted to rent a swave board to play with leh.

But it was too late already,

the rental shop is going to close.

I was so disappointed that i dint have chance to try it out.

I have thoughts of buying one instead but

It would be better to try it out first before buying.

How i know whether i like it anot.

Oh i bought red wine home too!

Seeing vemdy bought one bottle of red wine

trigger me to buy red wine home to celebrate christmas too.

Mum gonna be super happy to see her fav RED WINE.

Of course i am gg to gulp half of the bottle! Wohoo.

I will forget what i want to blog about.

Then i will divert my attention to something else.

It always like that leh!

But this time i rmb what i wanna blog about.

I WANNA TALK ABOUT MONEY!

Seeing people work after BSC

And hearing stories about people chionging partime aft ASC

really inspire me to be extra hardworking.

I must earn more! Must not be lazy!

I must work even aft my half shift at ASC

(*I wonder if i can tahan man)

The amount i am earning right now is just sufficient.

I gotta earn ultra lots of money to __________.

And shockingly my elder bro called me during work yst night,

and ask me about my financial stability!

Confirm is mom told him to care more abt me.

That’s why he’s guilty or something.

I knew it!

He wants to trf me some money next mth.

I am still thinking shld i or shld i not get.

Dilemma overwhelmed me!

WTH i talking?!?

Anyway i have make my mind to earn more money than ever.

No one can stop me!

I wanna celebrate christmas!

Please go swallow back your vomit!

The cashier actually underharge me.

So i get to pay half price! Ahaaa!

I was so delighted, like seriously lah.

Alicia says it looks like a bowling shoes.

But i don’t think so lehhhh!

Some overdue pics from last friday when inside wj’s car.

Left with 3 weeks in BSC.

Enjoy the every moment.

Hope ASC will be fun!

OMMFG

MY FBF’S BD IS COMING!

PANIC TO THE MAX!

Having done the m.s for the 6 shops in a short time.

And to watch 2012 with Mad is kindda relaxing.

While watching the show was darmn funny,

M.Neo’s emotions switches darmn quickly.

Shock by covering her mouth -> tear like hell -> laugh.

She is god darmn funny i tell you.

Oh yeah my short term memory is getting worst man.

It might be either due to my absent mindedness or insufficient sleep.

I really don’t know man!

Hope my brain increases its memory sticks soon.

The three hour facial treatment is hell-like.

I bear the pain so much that i am having a headache now!

Why must i have acnes when others don’t.

This world is so not fair.

Fuck smooth faces people. Hahah!

Hope people don’t see my bee stung face tomorrow.

Oh god i still got to do 6 shops for M.S. tomo.

Better sleep early today.

Happy birthday to M.Heah!

And Byebye to Zerong & Pearl.

The DBI students are leaving us,

No more jokers like them.

How will the new DBI students be like?

And also to catch up with them a’lil as we splited up

Went Royal Plaza’s Carousel at scotts to makan high tea!

This is my first time dining over there,

Pretty nice experience and food.

Going there with a empty stomach rocks!

Tomo will be gg to celebrate with teammates outside

Will be buffeting again, hope i don’t grow fat.

I am so excited!

Anything can appear here!

It might be your faces, Juicy g-news,

happenings, and some other craps.

Even i myself also don’t know?

And i chose wordpress because:

1. There’s a urge to change my blogging spot

2. I personally think that wp is more mature looking